Dear Jordy-Bug,
You already know that I've been blessed with an amazing husband (your Daddy.) Well, I'm also thankful for Daddy's parents. Your Grandma and Grandpa Sander are the reason Daddy is here and a lot of the reason he is such an amazing man. They are supportive, loving, and generous. They've been with us every step of the way since you were born. As we have dealt with our grief, anger, confusion, guilt, and irritability, Daddy and I haven't always been the easiest people to be around in the last 7+ months. But Grandma and Grandpa Sander have been there...waiting until we're ready...to visit, to talk, or to just be. From visiting daily in the NICU, to making sure our first Mother's Day and Father's Day were special, to walking with us in the Share Walk for Remembrance and Hope, to attending your brick dedication...they are always there for us, even as they struggle under the weight of their own grief for you. We appreciate that more than they know.
They were poised to spoil the daylights out of you. It breaks my heart that they will have to wait until they are reunited with you in heaven to do that. If you think heaven rocks now, wait until all your grandparents get there! Until then, beautiful girl, know that they love you and miss you. And Daddy and I love all of you.
Love,
On March 14, 2012 at 10:58am, our precious Jordyn was born. She was 7lbs, 6oz, 20.5 inches long, had dark brown hair, beautiful blue eyes,...and no heartbeat. Because she was deprived of oxygen during delivery, she spent her time here on earth in the NICU, surrounded by family and friends. We sang to her, read to her, bathed her, combed her crazy hair, changed her diapers, prayed with her, and cuddled her until she died in my arms on the evening of March 28th. These are my love letters to her.
Sunday, November 4, 2012
30 Days of Thanks: Day 4--Daddy's Parents
I'm a wife to an amazing man, a mother to a beautiful baby girl in heaven, and her little sister and baby brother on earth. I'm a daughter, a sister, an aunt, a niece, a cousin, a friend, a Christian, an Instructional Coach, a Packer Fan, a Badger Fan, and a bit of a neat freak.
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On March 14, 2012, I gave birth to Jordyn, the most beautiful baby girl ever. During delivery, however, she was deprived of oxygen. We lived with her in the NICU for two weeks, loving her, holding her, reading to her, singing to her, bathing her, changing her diapers, styling her full head of dark brown hair, praying over her, and sharing her with friends and family, until she went home to Jesus on March 28, 2012. These are my love letters to Jordyn Tyse-Dallas "TD" Sander; our little Jordy-Bug.
What a touching entry Kelly! We love you and are thankful for both sets of your parents. They are true blessings in Jordyn's amazing story! :-)
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